21 posts tagged “cell phone post”
I only have 11 hours next week.
I feel like I did something wrong and my boss never sees me so I just don't know. I'm sure he'd tell me if I had, but I just feel that way. When hiring me he said I'd get at least 20 hours, but normally more.... and 11 is nowhere near.
I have an interview with Wells Fargo tomorrow for a personal banking position. Please, if you pray, pray that I get this job or something similar in wage soon. I'm unable to pay my bills and my home situation is causing seeerious depression. I really need to get a good job so I can pay most of my debt off and get my own place...... it kills me to live at home with what goes on. I cry almost nightly.
- Toni's Sidekick, at work
But I can't because I'm still at work.... I probably will when I leave.
I have only 14 hours this week, and I only have 13 next week.
Really. I want to cry. I was already gonna run out of money for bills before my next paycheck, but now?? Now I won't have money the next paycheck, either.
- Toni
I'm not in the mood for today. I got about 4 hours of sleep, if that, simply because I was too energized to sleep last night. Instead, I really felt like drawing for the first time in a LONG time.
When I was about 12, I used to make up stories and characters. I had a crazy, vivid imagination that ran rampantly, and all of my plots were detailed. I drew these characters all of the time... whenever I was bored, I'd think of these plots and people, and draw out a scenario I figured they'd be in. I wanted be be an author... fictional novels, if not comics.
It never came to anything important. I don't think I have the inspiration or talent to do either write or create comics. The plots were very indepth, so maybe some day when I've nothing else to do with my life, but by then I'll likely have forgotten everything.
Anyway... because of these characters, I decided to draw. And because I wanted to draw, I wasn't tired.
Well.... NOW I'm tired. Damn.
- Toni
Edit: Oh, here's an example of a doodle. I haven't been doodling much over the past 4 or so years.... I get too
frustrated and critical, so I don't bother.
This is just too long of a day. Going from 4:45am, and I won't be home until 10pm tonight. Absolutely miserable. I'm beginning to think that I just can't do this 2 job thing anymore. I love being busy, but add on my time spent with my boyfriend, and it's like 3 jobs. I have no me time, no laundry time.
I hate to admit it, but I've been brushing my teeth with mouth wash for three days because I haven't had time to buy tooth paste. When I do have free time, I forget completely.
I need a planner, mine is tiny and smells funny... fake leather crap from Target, or whatever material it is. Horrible. I could just figure out how to use my electronic thingie, but that makes 3 electronics in my purse. Lame.
Today has been murder at starbucks, too... busier than our first day. Absolutely insane.
- Toni
Christmas music is playing. People are annoying me. I woke up 6 minutes before I had to leave my house today. I discovered that by breaking all of the laws of the road (speed, anyway) I can get to work in 15 minutes.
People yell at me when they ask for a "small coffee" and I repeat it back to them in our lingo, "tall coffee", even though we were trained to do that. I explain every time what our sizes are.
I have no idea what language this music is in, but I want it to stop.
I forgot to call my boyfriend this morning because I was running late. Shit.
Today is my first "monday" monday in a looooong time. Lame.
- sidekick 3, at work, on a break.
I love this job. It's slow today, but it's so laid back and just fun. Because it's in a hospital, it tugs at your emotions sometimes, but it's rewarding when someone comes in completely frowny and upside-down, and you're able to lift their spirits.
I did, however, completely forget about a woman's coffee today. She wanted drip (brewed coffee), and it was brewing, so I told her it'd be 5 minutes or so. So she went and sat down, when we had a steady 20 minutes of coffee, and she finally came up after all of that time and was upset. I'd have been too! I just wish she'd come up sooner. I felt so bad. I apologized five times, but I don't think it helped. :-( I felt bad.
Oh well. Life goes on. My brain is mush today; I'm exhausted for some reason. Lame. At least Lorean isn't upset with me anymore - being distant for the past few days was breaking my heart. :-(!!!
- SideKick 3
He hardly even cries; he just fusses when you change his diaper or close doors. He's so cute.
- Toni's Sidekick3
I KNEW it would be while I was gone! We're 6 hours away from home, and at 10:38pm 9:30ish pm, October 13th, Lorean became an uncle.
I wish I was there to get pictures, but apparently it went smoothly!
Thank God! :-D
- Toni's Sidekick3
Apparently Wendy's needs some nifty advertisement scheme, because there's a giant hot air balloon lifting from their parking lot on my way to work!
- Toni's Cell phone
* Now that I'm at work, I can see how horrible these pictures turned out.. but whatever. I love hot air balloons; I'd love to go up and float around in one someday. Honestly, if Lorean ever took me up into a hot air balloon, it'd be a special enough occasion for him to propose to me. I'd be blown away.
