When does this end?

Jan 30, 2009 at 5:25 AM
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I really hate living here.

I really hate living with my family.

I really hate my sister. No, I'm not joking or exaggerating.

She is threatening to have her friends beat my ass. Why? Because I told her she was rude and horrible for coming home and disrespecting me in front of them - people I don't know - and she disrespects everyone in this house.

So she tells me to die a "painfull lonley death" and threatens to have her friends kick my ass for calling her immature when she sent that.

What do my parents do?

Nothing.

What does my dad say?

That he doesn't know both sides of the story yet.

WHAT OTHER SIDE IS THERE? This girl steals from you, lies, breaks any and all rules you provide for her because she doesn't give a crap who she hurts or who gets upset as long as it's all done her way and she gets what she wants. And you want her side???????? Are you KIDDING me?

Not to mention... THE WHOLE DAMN THING IS IN MY CELL PHONE VIA TEXT MESSAGES!! All of it!! Including what I sent her! Read it ALL, it'll be exactly like I friggin' told you it was!

WHY would I lie about this?
WHY would he doubt me?
WHY does he need to hear her side when he KNOWS she's a worthless piece of lying, junkie-friend-having crap?
WHY does he still favor her when she is such a horrible person?

No, this is not "sisterly love", for anyone reading this that doesn't know me. There is sisters not getting along because they're sisters, and then there's sisters not getting along because the youngest sibling is a waste of air for doing such horrible things to the people that care for and about her.

When does this end? When can I leave? Why can't I leave now? WHY am I in this HORRIBLE situation that I can't move away from or get out of, and no one other than me sees that it needs to change? WHY do my parents just brush off her mistreatment of us like it's ok? It's NOT ok, get your asses out of denial.

I want to cry and sleep all day. But I can't. Because I have to go to work. And I don't want to. I just want to be far, far away from here.

I HATE this.